Hate to have this feeling...

I know im not prefect...
nobody ask about me...
nobody care about my life...
better of alone...
why this feeling possessed me?...
I know Im easy...
easy target to get hurt...
why do I even get involves in this game?...
I guess Im useless in all kind of way...
Useless in the sense of getting hurt but cant show it...
because I worry that somebody will get hurt...
Im so sorry for having this thought....
I cant help myself...
I guess Im not strong at all...
Im sorry for being this weak....
Im sorry that..
I love u so....

Pengakhiran yang menggembirakan hidup ku....

Semester dua akan berakhir x lame lg...huhuhu...nak jerit nk nangis..sem ni aku ingatkan lebih byk keje dr sem lepas tp rupe2nye sem ni aku lg relax dr sem lepas yang sgt2 memeningkan kepale aku...byk event berlaku sem ni..personaliti setiap sorg umat manusia yang 1 course ngn aku pun smkn dpt aku hidu...kpd korg2 sume..aku nk minta maaf kalo aku ade wat silap dan salah...aku ni manusia biase..kalo aku x wat salah maknenye aku bkn manusia la..hahaha...ape2 pun...dont let anything get along the way of our friendship...luv ya all...

Hahahah...anugerah plastik dianugerahkan kpd...En Kelvin dan Miz Cleopatra...ni model cabel car Genting...hehehe...dorg ni mmg suke ambi gmbr...wat muke mcm2 kalo ambi pic...kalo pegang camera siap la...jgn harap la camera tu bleh ambi balik...hehehe...

Hahahaha...nape la ko suke sgt wat muke mak tiri ko tu cip?...xleh blah la nk gelak ko tau x...hehehe...ni Cik Elyana ngn Cik Azlina a.k.a. Fatimah the miss world wannabe...hohoho...die ni antara geng aku yang berkongsi mslh suke duke pahit manis masam kelat dan segala rase2 yang ade kt dunie ni la..die ni suke kacau En Majib...En Majib xleh wat pa pe sbb die xde certificate mengloyar buruk org...hahaha... long live miss world wannabe...

Ok...ni muke aku sem lepas..hehehe...amcm?..ade changes x sem ni...aku rase ade kot...mkn chubby..hohoho..mampus la aku kne mrh ngn mak aku nnti...hehehe...sem lps aku rambut panjang lg....mse ni msh rajin jage rambut..sem ni aku dh mls dh..tmbh lg aku slalu je sakit kepale...so aku pun ambi keputusan utk cut rmbt aku spendek yg bleh...hehee...nnti2 aku bele balik kot rmbt pjg ni...hehehe..well..we'll see...

Ni keje Din la ni...die nk kte ambi pic dr blkg tp die sndri x reti...last2 aku sndri yang ambi pis aku ngn Kele...tgk...mse kt public ni pun km x malu menunjukkan aksi modelling kami..hehehe...mendulikkan mereka kate Fatimah...hehhe...

Tau x ape km tgh wat mase ni...?...mase ni kan..km tgh nyanyi tau...hehehe...z tu la..srh km nyanyi lagu micheal jackson...hehehe..tp bez sbb km mmg spesies manusia yang suke melalak di mane2 saje km berada...hehehe...kalo td muke Kele ngn Din dh masuk kt sni...ni time aku, Sanjay ngn Fara plak..hehehe...nyanyi wahai kanak-kanak riang...jgn x nyanyi ek...

Hahahaa...kami ade bear2...xnk bg...wekkk...hehehe...ni sbnrnye anak patung yang km dpt kt Genting Highland...hehehe..syg btol la hr tu x dpt spend the whole day kt sne atas mslh teknikal yang x dpt dielakkan..hehehe...tp enjoy jgak la kt stu...hehehe...

Hahahaha...En Nuruddin dan Miz Cleopatra yang agak poyo...ni kat kelas CALL...dorg ni nak jd model tp kene reject so dorg pun isi borang msk universiti...pastu msk plak ke UPSI...pastu dpt plak coursemates yang suke ambi gmbr...jd dorg x melepaskan peluang melebarkan sayap dalam bidang modelling...hehehe...x leh blah la cte aku kan?....sory guys...cte ni hnya rekaan semata mate...xde kne mgene ngn jiran sblah rmh atau pak cik siva yang jual tauhu tu...hohoho...

Ini adalah upacara akad nikah di Nona Mansur..hehehehe...xde la...ni Pearson..kwn aku kt sni jgak..ambi kaunseling...yang die suapkan tu Mapong...girl br die kt sni...mse ni bday die...hahahaa...ko dh tue son...jgn nakal2 plak...jage anak dare org tu baik2...nnti 'ucu beliau' cari kau br ko tau...hahahah...

Ini adalah En Majib ngn assisstantnya...hehehe...ni aku, Farah ngn Din...Farah ni mmg hantu ambi gambar...cube la angkat camera..msti muke die yang naik dlu..angkat la cam tu dr jarak 10 nautika...hahaha..pun die angkat kepale jgak kot...die ni la org yang sengal dan senget 90 darjah...hehehe...anyway..die ni suke kongsi mslh ngn aku so aku kire kakak die la kt sni...hehehe..luv u fara...sem dpn ambi pic byk2 lg k...heheheh...

Ini adalah orang yang paling sengat penah aku kenal sbb km ada byk persamaan slain btk fizikal..hahaha...muke nmpk cm ayu tp cube la kacau...kalo dpt cap tangan body glove drpd die nasib la...hohoho...ingatkan xde sape2 yang bleh tahan dgn attitude aku yang agak sengal ni..ade jgak...dan nasib baik jgak die ni pun agak2 sengal laa....thanx kele...boleh bah kalo kau...hehehehe..sampai skrg aku x phm mksd ayat tu...

Di suatu petang yang indah di sebuah KINGDOM yang sangat aman...tinggal sorg prince ngn princess...dorg ni adik bradik len mak bapak...dorg ni kan dh tue la...x la tue sgt tp bleh diconsider tue sbb wlaupun umur dh mjangkau angka 2 di depan pun msh cuke makan candyfloss...hehehe...anyway..ni la antara org2 yang suke wat keje yang kurang berfaedah n agk berbahaya ngn aku kt sini..ini aku la pnye idea...pastu kele tukang pelaksane la..mau kencing manis km sbb mkn candyfloss 2 bungkus...hehehe...

Kenangan bersama Mr Azman selaku lecturer Writing Skill kami tidak akan kami lupekan sampai bile2...ingatkan kelas ni la kelas yang paling tak bez sem ni...tp jangkaan km meleset 360 darjah kerana Mr Azman mmg sempoi giler...dtambah dengan gaya beliau yang santai semasa mengajar mmg x tension lgsg la dlm kelas ni..and the best thing is km wat karangan pun yang 350 pth perkataan je...hehehe...bez x?...anyway..thanx Sir for all the guidance...hope 2 c u again next sem...

Ini la orang2 yang bertanggungjawab menggembirakan hidup ku di Tanjung Malim yang serba 'indah' ni...Thanx guys...ape la berlaku pada sem dpn...seseorang dlm pic ni akan meninggalkan SQUAD 23 utk seketika...huhuhu..sape la nk temankan aku wat keje yang agak tak berfaedah kt sni ek....ape2 pun....Luv u all so much and thanks for everything...

"Friendship with oneself is all-important because without it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world."
- Eleanor Roosevelt

"Friendship is the only cement that will ever hold the world together"
- Woodrow Wilson

"Fate chooses your relations, you choose your friends."
- Jacques Delille (1738 - 1813) French poet.

Random facts about 'SQUAD 23'

Ade mcm cgu bawa anak murid g melawat x?...hehehe...aku suke pic ni simply sbb sume senyum ngn keikhlasan..bkn keplastikkan k...maaf ye Timah...Keplastikkan is not allow in this picture...ape2 pun...aku nk ckp jgak yg km ni sgt2 tomey cantik hensem dan geng2 yang sewaktu dgnnye...hohoho...

Saye x pduli...sy nk ckp pic ni sgt tomey sbb km mmg kanak2 riang yg sgt tomey pun...hehehe...

mase kls ni pun bleh ambi gmbr..nsb baik la dpt lecturer yg sporting...well..anytime...anywhere...any how..snapping picture is vital...hehehe...
Nak tgk muke org yang menyebarkan penyakit suke ambi gambar x?...ni la org yg btanggungjawab tu..name die Farahain...sgt2 senget..lg senget dr menara pisa..hehehe....Fara, pic ni I dedicate khas tok u...jgn mrajuk plak...kang x tomey lg br tau...hohoho...

Random fact ni mmg sgt2 tepat setelah 2 sem saye melakukan kajian dan pemerhatian...km sgt suke bertenggek di kedai makan dan mbuat bising...bkn bising biase tp bising yg sememangnye bising...hehehe...tgk..tgh mkn pun leh snap picture..adooiii...ape nk jadi la ngn kte ni kan...slh ambi course kte ni..ptt kte ambi jurusan fotografi...hahaha...

Kami adalah mahkluk Tuhan yang sangat suke m'snap pictures...anyway we go..want ever we do..x kire la ssibuk mane pun...10 20 keping gmbr wajib kne snap...hehehe...even hero2 km yg 7 org dlm kls tu pun dh kene jangkit ngn penyakit yg suke ambi picture ala2 org tomey...hohoho...

Ke mane kami pergi...ape2 function pun...kami akan sentiasa bersama...mcm magnet tau...kalo nmpk muke sorg tu trs lekat...dtg lmbt ke dtg awal ke mmg akan ddk same jgak akhirnye...

Nak tengok situasi ala keganasan rumah tangge x?...ni la die...hero km dlm kls ade 7 org jer sbb tu sng km nk buli...hehehe...kalo kne pkl ke..cubit ke...dorg xkan mbls jgak...baikkk kan dorg...ape yg saye nk ckp kt cni adelah km ni sgt2 rapat walaupun terdapat scene2 keganasan dlm persahabatan km...hehehe...

Kami mampu tergelak gumbira riang walau dalam apa situasi sekali pun...xde halangan stakat ni yang bleh menghalang km bersuka ria dan bergurau senda...hohoho...tgk la pic ni...mase fire drill bleh plak wat main2...kalo fire drill betol2 cmne la rupenyer ek...hehehehe...mnta disimpang weihhh...

Ingatkan kalo dh jadi bdak universiti xde dh hukuman berdiri kalo x dpt menjawabsoklan...rupe2nyer ade lg...hehehe...tp yg peliknye...bkn bdiri xleh jawab soklan tp ayat die bbunyi begini..."stand for laughing"...pelik kan tp ini kisah benar...ni la antare muke hero2 dlm kelas..kemachoan tu hilang apebile disuruh bdiri..hehehe...sape srh ktawe...kan dh kene...

K la...thats all for now...xde idea dh ni nk tls ape...nnti aku cari lg random fact aku wat part 2 k...x pun aku wat bnde len...aku pnye blog...suketi aku la nk wat pe...dont mind me k...hohohoh...XOXO...

My heartbeat My soul My friends

Her name suit her well...
She has the angelic face that make man melt easily...
She is an angel in the heart but a rocker in her soul...
A survivor to be...a best friend to me...
She enjoy taking photo of herself...of course she got a cam..its like her life line here....
thanks girl...for being such a good friend to me...
Cleopatra Kisau...

As calm as a bee...
As wise as a master...
He make everyone happy...a gentleman indeed...
A good man to be...a wise friend to seek...
Look so quite but very naughty and cheeky...
A friend to see...if sorrow come by...
Thank you for listening to all of my annoying complaint about everything...
Nuruddin Zaidi


Look cute and cuddly...
But a rocker to be...
A player I suppose...but still a gentleman inside...
Love Pepsi so much...do know what's the different between it and Coke...but he love it...
A loving person in the heart...loyal towards his friendship...
Thank you for being my crime partner...
Kelvin Naga

Why I adore my friends so much?

Because they make me happy all the time. I can't imagine my life without them around me. This is my good friend Cleopatra. She is from Sabah. We are very close because we share sort of the same thought all the time. More over, we love to annoy people. Luv ya girl...


Nak tengok orang wat tugu tak menjadi tak? heheheh...ni la tugu yang agak2 nk roboh tu...gambar ni diambil selepas kami mencekik roti canai, roti tisu dan segala roti yang ada di mamak berhampiran dengan kolej kami. They are my spirit here. Thanks guys...



Saya sayang kawan saya sebab kawan saya sayang saya...hehehe...ini la muka2 yang menceriakan keadaan kalo km dlm keadaan tension...tension la sgt...hohoho...


Friends are the wheel that keep you go on and on even when you feel so low and have no more salvation to keep on living....

Friendship is like the shape of a pizza...No mather how big or small the size of the pizza...we will always share it together....thanks to Majid sbb temankan saya makan pizza...hehehe....


Ini la penggerak kami dalam kelas...hero2 Squad 23...Nuruddin, Sanjiya and Khairul Zaman...loving a friends is much more important than loving a couple relationship that we don't know what is the ending....

Keindahan persahabatan akan aku kenang sehingga aku menghembuskan nafas terakhir...Loving you guys is the most wonderful feeling I ever have...Do you guys love me too?...hehehe...

Ini lagi hero dalam squad kami...yang kat atas tu nama die Rosdi tp kami panggil die Wak sbb die ni berdarah Jawe k...ntah cmne la die pandai sesat ke Malaysia ni...hehehe

Yang sorg ni plak bujang Sarawak...Kelvin with the K...suke wat lawak dan suke dilawakkan..ntah cmne la tu ek...ni muke poyo la ni...adoyaiii...hohohoho...


Yang saye ggt tu bkn rokok k...itu batang lolipop...saye mmg suke lolipop..ade sorg kwn saye piun suke makan lolipop jgak..name die saye tpaksa rahsiakan sbb takut kemachoan die tgugat...hehehe...

Ape2 pun...I want to thank all my friends for being such gud buddy for 2 sem already...next sem is going to be different a bit because ade mmbr yg ikut program exchange student ke UMS...huhuhuu...sedihnye...

I hope our friendship will never end...XOXO...

Me and my literature class.....acting time....

Muka2 ceria selepas kelas Literature...Tudung Mariah sampai kelas Eng 4 Com pun masih diguna pakai oleh cik Fatimah kite...hehehe...ayu la u cip...pakai2 la slalu k...

Ni la muka2 gumbira sume yg excited giler nk berlakon...padahal tgh nervous ni sbb ade yg x bace pun cte yg dorg nk lakonkan tu...hehehe...tp pandai2 la cover...hehehe...

Ni la group yang wat Han Crime tu...hehehe...agak2 cemas muka2 dorg ni...ye la mane taknyer...bkn ade wat rehearsal pun..pg2 dtg kls trs blakon...hehehe..org pro pun tak sehebat tu tau...

Ni la group aku...km wat Mariah...aku la Mariah nye....pelik x...aku pun pelik jgak nape aku yg kene pegang watak tu...padahal x sesuai lgsg pun...huhu..

Amacam?...ade gaya2 wanita ayu x?...tettttt....xde pun....tp xpe la...at least im having so much fun in the class that day...thanks to my lecturer..Dr. Hashimah...