Hate to have this feeling...

I know im not prefect...
nobody ask about me...
nobody care about my life...
better of alone...
why this feeling possessed me?...
I know Im easy...
easy target to get hurt...
why do I even get involves in this game?...
I guess Im useless in all kind of way...
Useless in the sense of getting hurt but cant show it...
because I worry that somebody will get hurt...
Im so sorry for having this thought....
I cant help myself...
I guess Im not strong at all...
Im sorry for being this weak....
Im sorry that..
I love u so....